I'm really pissed off right now (just in time for new years) since I went around web-surfing for no reason and found out some person whom I THOUGHT was my friend was saying mean stuff about me on some message board I never knew existed....Apparently because I'm a bubbly-headed, happily squealing yaoi fangirl, I'm also shallow, superficial, and enjoy nothing else in the world except sticking two pretty boys together...and a conformist, drowning in life's delirium, and a politically correct "open your mind, open your heart" fag....
Anyways, the person I have in mind is never going to see this journal, but I just hope they go to hell anyway. They could've told me what they really thought about me, but instead pretended to be my anime buddy for more than a year, and pretended to even vaguely like the shoujo/shounen-ai anime that I did, like X by CLAMP and FAKE and whatever....of course, she then commented on the board about how sickeningly disgusting X was, being so politically correct and full of gay fags...at least yaoi fangirls aren't as hypocritical as the cynical bastards who think they're so much smarter than everyone else by looking at the bad side of everything.....they see so much badness everywhere, they forget to see it inside themselves.
Anyways, I'm just annoyed about how labeled yaoi fangirls are. Tell me what you think. Don't bother saying crap about how maybe I made some dumb mistake with the message board...I'm very sure.....I think I'm going to go shoot myself in the head now....if I just had a damn gun...see how bad she's making me feel?